"Then the Lord God formed man of dust from the ground, and breathed into his nostrils the breath of life; and man became a living being."
Genesis 2:7
I was lying in bed feeling the way I breath and I suddenly woke up with so many thoughts and an urge to write. I wrote in my journal for a while and then I just turned my computer on and now, I'm trying to put all my running thoughts on my blog.
Last few weeks have been a little crazy and I haven't had much time to just think and listen to the silence of my apartment but, I have a longing too just sit in silence and grab each running thought and put them to understanding.
Last few weeks have been a little crazy and I haven't had much time to just think and listen to the silence of my apartment but, I have a longing too just sit in silence and grab each running thought and put them to understanding.
What is THIS that has breath??
This question keeps filling my mind and my thoughts. Seriously, what is it that gives us breath?? What is the urge and determination that keeps us breathing and going each day?? What is the purpose of our lives?? Why are we here?? How does our relationship with our own hearts and thoughts fit with the Universe?? How do I find my Center?? Who am I?? All these questions with no answers have filled my mind and thoughts and empty pages tonight.
The breath that is in me seems to be all my desires, passions, dreams, and visions... Another being inside of me, different from my mind and thoughts. It's actually every interesting and I'm curious as to what this breath can create and become....Well, I think that the breath inside me and the thing that gives me breath to live is GOD, the Universe....
I was told that whatever I wrote in my journal and whatever I desired would come true. I was so tempted to throw all that I have learned the past 7 (give or take) months out into the gutter when, something inside me stirred. Something in my heart told me not to forget anything that I've learned but, I should try to build upon them and figure out MY LIFE and continue to SEEK the answers to my never ending questions. Maybe this is my purpose...to ask and receive and maybe when I knock on the Universe loud enough, the doors will open and the doors to my heart will shine. I will never know unless I try....
I have decided to treasure everything I was taught and the stories I've been told. I will never forget and I will be thankful.....
The breath that is in me seems to be all my desires, passions, dreams, and visions... Another being inside of me, different from my mind and thoughts. It's actually every interesting and I'm curious as to what this breath can create and become....Well, I think that the breath inside me and the thing that gives me breath to live is GOD, the Universe....
I was told that whatever I wrote in my journal and whatever I desired would come true. I was so tempted to throw all that I have learned the past 7 (give or take) months out into the gutter when, something inside me stirred. Something in my heart told me not to forget anything that I've learned but, I should try to build upon them and figure out MY LIFE and continue to SEEK the answers to my never ending questions. Maybe this is my purpose...to ask and receive and maybe when I knock on the Universe loud enough, the doors will open and the doors to my heart will shine. I will never know unless I try....
I have decided to treasure everything I was taught and the stories I've been told. I will never forget and I will be thankful.....
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