Today during my lunch at work I realized so many things about what the next step is in my life. I realized once again NOW is the time. NOW is the moment to change and become the person I want to be. Yes, it is every day that I work on this but, I think I know NOW what I need to do each day in order to get where I want to go or, for the Universe to show me what I truly desire.
What do I truly DESIRE?? It's a question I have been thinking about the last few months since I've been on my own.....It's strange but, ....I never realized how difficult this question really is. IT'S NOT SIMPLE! Believe me...
WHO AM I?? This question I think can be answered when I realize my true desires. I know, it all sounds a bit confusing but, believe me, the confusing part is, pondering these questions day in and day out........Where do I even start?? Hmm...
I finally realized how important it is to do what I need to do each day. I have been putting some of my daily (what would you call it....??).....WORK. I guess I can call it WORK....Such as (If your probably wondering...) Like Morning Pages, and other things....Although, every day no matter what I write in my journal. That's something I never forget to do. I guess it's a good thing. BUT, I realized today that if I discipline myself do actually do ALL the things I need to do....I have a feeling that I'll get there faster. See, I still lack a tremendous amount of patients. I'm working on it though.
My Big Sister told me that "Patients is Courage". I've been wondering about this all week. WHAT DOES IT MEAN?? HOW LONG DO I NEED TO BE PATIENT FOR TO FIND COURAGE?? Hmm.......I wonder what happens when One is patient enough to receive Courage.....
So many things....so many things I find that I don't know what they are. I find that I know, what I know and ....I want MORE!
I also want to say that I TRUST NOW! I still have much work to do but, the main thing is, for now, I TRUST!
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