Wednesday, July 18, 2007

Last Night I Realized.....

During the last few days, I hit the bottom. In other words, I had a very bad last few days. So many things seem to happening all at once and I totally missed what I was supposed to learn and realize about myself. Last night was the turning point. I realized so many things I never realized before about myself.

I have a really good friend who I consider as my Big Sister. She teaches me many many good and true things and she means a lot to me. I realized last night before I fell asleep that, once in a while when she says she is "PROUD OF ME", it makes my heart really happy and also, I feel like I'm special and I'm finally doing something right in my life. All my life no one has ever said this to me. I realized that this is why I always ask her questions as to what I should do.

I am so grateful for her kindness and I wish that in the future I can still make her proud of me.

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