This post is dedicated to my friend who I met when I lived in Chicago. I recently had the chance to reconnect with her and wanted to dedicated this photo to her.

Everything is Starting to Fit Together...

I've been thinking very long for the past few weeks about my future, life and everything else....So many things seem to be happening all at once and I find that I'm having difficulty dealing with everything. So much I want to do and there just is sooooooo much TO DO....THERE'S NO TIME!


I've been thinking about changing locations for work and It's slowly happening and I'm excited and yet scared. I guess that's normal....


I had a friend who taught me many things and these days everything that this person taught me is starting to kind of fit in. I'm getting it! Slowly everything is making sense but......I'm still working on if I actually trust everything...just cause of reasons I'd rather not say now..... "Change is good" she used to tell me and at first I was really scared. I'm still a little scared but, when a door opens, I need to go through it. I realized this. It's "LIFE" telling me to move forward. I consider myself kind of lucky to have met this person and I sometimes wish I could still talk with this person but.....I'm getting stronger on my own and I have no regrets.

Making Decisions...

Today I have been thinking many thoughts about LIFE and what I'm supposed to do. I realize I come to this state when I have BIG and IMPORTANT decisions to make and lately I have been thinking a lot about my job, time, and LIFE.


I really like my job and my location but I'm been offered a better position if I move locations. I'm hesitating because I have been at this particular location for 2 and a half years. I realize it's time for a change but....my biggest worry is failure. The "WHAT IF'S...." and If I'm really ready for a challenge in my life now.


Hmm....

TIME....

Time seems to be just flying by and so I've decided to take control of my time starting...well, yesterday but that didn't really turn out well unless....It was just supposed to be that way. It's time to take control of what I do in the little time I have. I've been working a lot these days and I just recently moved my furniture around my house and so I decided to finally take this morning to clean it...well, organize it and then head out to the gym before work. I guess I shouldn't be writing on my blog if that's my plan....

I've decided it's time to wake up early, instead of sleeping in until 11 or 12.....my work schedule is different every day and usually I don't have to go into work until 2 or 3pm so, I've been sleeping in but, I realize that I'm not getting the things I need to get done and I start to feel very frustrated.

Also, I've decided to use my time wisely. Getting things done around the house, and not only starting my projects but, finishing them. Cause I really want to spend some time in my day actually working on them.

As well, spending time cooking healthy food for myself, instead of always going out to eat. I really enjoy cooking and I haven't been lately which is not good.

Another thing is, I joined a gym in January and it's just around the corner from me but I haven't had time to go especially this month. I'm going to wake up early and go to the gym where I can spend some time walking out stress. Ha Ha Ha! I laugh now cause I've been saying this to myself but haven't been able to go. I'm gonna go today though after I clean my house a bit.

So, see ya!

I have things to do today. :)